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My mother barely makes minimum wage and she takes care of me and my brother more than half of the time. Dad just had his new fucking baby and spent a fortune on new fabulous baby shit and hospital bills for my stepmother, we're saving money for Grandma's funeral so she can be buried in a graveyard she wants to be buried in (sadly the graveyard where her own parents are laid rose in cost or whatever) and guess what? I don't have a job because I have no time for one with the musical and now the winter play and all, so we're fucked.
I'm sick of not being able to scrounge up enough money to even rent a pathetic dress so I can go to school dances. I'm sick of shying away from the urge to ask a guy out because I know I don't have enough money to pay for a date! And no, I do not believe in making the guy pay for the girl, that's fucking selfish and he probably has money troubles too.
Prom is going to cost like 500 dollars this year, AND I don't have a dress for it. Our family doesn't even have enough money to go the fucking MOVIES this weekend. How messed up is that?
I'm disgusted with money more and more by the day. I hate it. I hate being restricted by the lack of it. I hate having to hear my father peek over his pride and confess that we can't go out this weekend. I hate seeing him ashamed like that. And I hate seeing my mother struggle to get fucking groceries once a month. GOD DAMMIT why did they have to get divorced!?!?!?! It's fucked up everything!!!! I'm being transferred every two weeks from one hell to the next!!!!!
When I push through college and become a psychologist, everything will be fine. I'll make enough money then to pay off my student loans and help whatever's left of my family by then. I just have to get good grades and get a scholarship, no more pathetic B+'s on my report card. I'll get involved with movies, move to California or something, I'll make more money then too. I just need to get through this remaining time in High school and then I'll be fine in college. I'll have more time for a full time job after high school.
I'm sick of not being able to scrounge up enough money to even rent a pathetic dress so I can go to school dances. I'm sick of shying away from the urge to ask a guy out because I know I don't have enough money to pay for a date! And no, I do not believe in making the guy pay for the girl, that's fucking selfish and he probably has money troubles too.
Prom is going to cost like 500 dollars this year, AND I don't have a dress for it. Our family doesn't even have enough money to go the fucking MOVIES this weekend. How messed up is that?
I'm disgusted with money more and more by the day. I hate it. I hate being restricted by the lack of it. I hate having to hear my father peek over his pride and confess that we can't go out this weekend. I hate seeing him ashamed like that. And I hate seeing my mother struggle to get fucking groceries once a month. GOD DAMMIT why did they have to get divorced!?!?!?! It's fucked up everything!!!! I'm being transferred every two weeks from one hell to the next!!!!!
When I push through college and become a psychologist, everything will be fine. I'll make enough money then to pay off my student loans and help whatever's left of my family by then. I just have to get good grades and get a scholarship, no more pathetic B+'s on my report card. I'll get involved with movies, move to California or something, I'll make more money then too. I just need to get through this remaining time in High school and then I'll be fine in college. I'll have more time for a full time job after high school.
Updating everything
After going through my deviations and deleting the absolutely ancient and ugly ones, I am now deciding what to do with what is left. Most of what I re-write is going onto my fanfiction.net account.
As for "That Boy" Fanfiction which I started in fucking middle school and makes me gag when I read it: I am re-writing it. The old one will still be on DeviantArt until I finish the new version, and then the old version will be completely deleted. A lot of people liked this concept and how the story was unfolding for a young version of Heath Ledger's Joker. This time it will be one complete (yet long) story that will be posted to my fanfiction.net
I haven't logged onto DeviantART for THREE YEARS
THREE YEARS
Guys.
I am horrified by my profile and most of the things I have submitted in my gallery.
I was finishing middle school when I was logged on last.
I am now in college, and no longer so unskilled and immature. I promise. Please do not judge me based on my younger work.
I have reviewed and seen all of the comments and faves attached to my work and I am very grateful for all of your support and compliments. I never knew that my content would reach such a large audience and make so many people happy. Thank you all.
But now I am back, and I am older, and much more skilled with my writing.
I will be cleaning my profile in the nex
RoleplayFandoms chat room
So I've decided to make a new chat room here on DA, that allows people to role play practically any fandom they want, including DC Comics, Marvel Comics, The Legend of Zelda, Black Butler (Kuroshitsuji), Bleach, Death Note, Naruto, BBC Sherlock, Hist Channel's TV series "Vikings", and much more.
This chat room is titled RoleplayFandoms and can be found by clicking the link.
Simply hop in and request a rp in parenthesis. If a rp is already taking place and you don't want to join, wait a while until that rp is finished, and then you can begin another. Multiple rps at once are not allowed. COmmon courtesies and general role play rules apply to
DeviantART?....OH, DEVIANTART!!!
Yeah... I kinda forgot about my account here on DA for a few months XD I'm so sorry you guys, you must have been scared to death that I up and vanished! Well I didn't, I promise :) I'm still here and not giving up on any of my fanfiction. I've been super busy running TWO school plays, ( Stage Manager, baby! ;D ) and I've become hooked on a batman role play site where I get the amazing privilege to be The Joker :heart: so I've been consumed by all that. Also, family shit.
One thing to look forward to now that I've officially returned; I am re-writing my That Boy Fanfiction. God, I have to find a new title for this damn thing XD I am so sick o
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all i got to say is damn....